Tic-Tock

 

We just set our clocks ahead one hour.  Every time I do this it makes me contemplate time.  Time wasted.  Time well spent.  Hurry here, hurry there.  

What is time anyway?  

It's just something that makes me stressed to be where I need to be at exactly that time.  On the other hand (not just the second hand...see what I did there...). Time is the exact moment that we have at this moment in time.  It is the present moment.  

As I live out my life at age 51 I have made myself nondependent on the tic-tock of the clock.  I now put myself within the present moment.  Everything that I do; from brushing my teeth, driving to work, eating, walking, talking with loved ones, every single moment I experience I immerse myself in that one and only moment in time.  It has been a blessing. 

I am present in my life with no rushing.  I simply am.  I breath in each moment.  And release.  I don't put pressure on what will come next.  I allow each moment to begin when it begins.

Life moves fast.  I want to move slowly so that I may enjoy each and every moment to its fullest.

CHEERS TO REVIN UP & chillin with time.

"There are two gifts we should give our children; one is roots, and the other is wings"                                                                                                                                   

Today was a day that was full of emotion.  My oldest son, Konrad, went to work.  It was his first day.  I was so proud of him.  But so nervous too.  Looking at him as he came out of his room all dressed and ready to go.  He was full of nerves.  I tried to be strong and positive for him.  Deep inside myself I was a wreck.  My husband and I dropped him off.  It reminded me of when we dropped him off for his first day of Kindergarten.  He was full of apprehension then and today.  I could see it in his face.  He said he was nervous.  Again, we gave him words of encouragement and said our good byes.  Watching him walk away was hard, today and back then.  Each time I wanted to run out of the car and say "Get back in here. You're not ready." But I had to take a deep breath, both times, and allow those wings to grow.  

Roots are the easy part.  The foundation is love.

Wings are where it's tough.  To give them wings you must let go.  

CHEERS TO REVIN UP.

(even if today was tough)

                                      

Pet Peeves

 There are some things that really make my blood boil.  I call them my pet peeves.  Ask my family and they will tell you I have many.

Like...Flatulence of any kind, snoring, and chewing loudly.

Or how about when I'm driving and I look in the rearview mirror and I can see the driver's nose hairs.

At home my kids don't put the cap on the toothpaste, or replace the toilet paper when it's completely out, and they hardly ever hang their wet bath towels. 

BUT the one pet peeve that irks me the most, that really makes me want to blow my stack is when irresponsible dog owners DO NOT pick up their dog's poop!  

When I walk my dogs and see all the poop land mines it makes me furious.  I carry plastic bags and when my 2 go #2 I bend down and scoop it up.  It's gross but I do it.  I certainly don't want another walker steeping in it!  Because that my friends is a whole other pet peeve.

Dear reader I know you must have some pet peeves of your own...leave them in the comments.  I'd love to read them.

And to all new followers I am so psyched you are on the REVIN UP journey!  Welcome aboard. 

CHEERS TO REVIN UP.

The Written ROSE

 A Rose.  Simple.  Beautiful.  Profound.

The petals that make up the flower speak to us.  

Each petal gives us a word,

desire

care

happy

trust

faithful

pretty

handsome

funny

tender

passionate

smart

forgiving

blessing

friend/husband/wife/sister/brother/mother/father/son/daughter/grandparent/aunt/uncle/cousin/teacher/pet

lover

kisses

hugs

Follow each petal inward, taking us to the center of the rose, giving us one last word...

LOVE.

Happy Love Day one day late.  Much love to all who are following and supporting this blog.  xoxo

CHEERS to REVIN UP.

Unanswered Prayers

 "Remember when you're talkin to the man upstairs that just because he may not answer doesn't mean he don't care.  Some of God's greatest gifts are unanswered prayers."  Lyrics to Unanswered Prayers by Garth Brooks

And that is just the song I sang to myself when I did not get accepted to the MFA program in creative writing at SNHU.

Let me back up...picture this...a young, little Kim sitting on her deck in the hot summer sun reading Judy Blume books one after the other.  Enter her Nana asking, "What do you want to be when you grow up?"  Looking up over the book wide eyed and without missing a beat, little Kim answers, "A writer."

Ahhh, a fond memory indeed.  Dear reader now can you hear the breaks of life coming to a screeching halt...that is twists and turns, ups and downs of life getting in the way of my young self's dream.  Walk with me now as I finally take the plunge into applying for that MFA.  Sweat drips off my brow as I hit send.  Waiting for the call with unsettled fear and hope.  When finally it arrives.  I hear the words, "You did not get accepted."  OUCH.

But wait, I start to sing.  It's a song of a secret.  That sometime things don't happen for a reason.  My ego was hurt but deep with in I knew it was supposed to be this way.  My little kid dream of being that writer is not gone.  In fact with this happening it has fueled my fire with more ferocity.  I'm now on a mission to become that writer.  And nothing will stop me.

Everything, I believe, happens or doesn't happen for a reason.  It all comes down to perseverance and grit.  Do you have what it takes to get IT done?  You do!  Reach inside yourself and find it.  Then go and make IT happen.

CHEERS TO REVIN UP.

Happy

 Happiness is...

 A warm puppy & a book...

An ice cream cone on a hot summer day...

A cozy blanket with a hot cup of coco on a frigid day...

Children's laughter...

The song of the birds at sunrise...

A warm embrace...

A secret kiss...

Finishing a race when you thought you couldn't...

A new hair cut that you really like...

New shoes...

The first taste of your morning coffee...

Dancing & singing to your favorite song...

Watching the sunset...

Having a good cry...

Friends & Family...

Counting your blessings and realizing how rich and wonderful your life is...

What's your Happiness is...

CHEERS TO REVIN UP!

 Closing this book I had many tears in my eyes.  With the turn of each page it was like having a conversation at my kitchen table with the one and only Michael J. Fox.  He was witty and brutally honest. As the reader we are privileged to get to know Mike Fox and his beautiful family and friends.

I wanted to read this book because of the words stated on the front cover, "An Optimist Considers Mortality."  I've hit middle age so to say mortality creeps into my mind more often these days is an understatement.  

Things that I learned...

• Family & Friends are the foundation to all things that matter. 
• Love is what keeps everything from crashing down around you.
• Life is full of choices.  Choose wisely.
• Live a life of goodness.  Others maybe watching and learning from you.
• Be present.
• Learn from the past.
• Gratitude.  Be thankful for all that life gives you.
• And like Michael J Fox we all can be realists yet still be optimistic in all things LIFE.

CHEERS TO REVIN UP!  & Thank you Michael J. Fox and Family.

 

Faith

I so love this quote.  When I first opened my bookstore years ago it was this quote that hung in my office.  I could read it every day.  It motivated me through the uncertain times of opening and not knowing what is to come.  It helped sooth me in the days, years later, when I had to make the decision of closing the store's doors.  It is in the moments of not knowing that one must draw upon one's faith.  

Watching toddlers take their first step.  They have faith.

Watching birds lift off in flight.  They have faith.

Watching  baseball players at the plate ready to swing.  They have faith.

Watching ballerinas take their first leap.  They have faith.

Faith is hard to come by.  You can't see it, feel it, taste it, or hear it.  You simply must believe in it.

The staircase is your worst fear.  Have faith you can conquer it.

The staircase is your dream.  Have faith and you can achieve it.

The staircase is your passion.  Have faith and you can live it.

The staircase is your life.  Have faith and you will know peace.

CHEERS TO REVIN UP.

Dog Days

 We recently adopted a puppy.  His name is Thor.  Named after our beloved dog, THOReau, who passed away recently. We now share our lives with Thor and Kallie.

 It never ceases to amaze me at the life lessons these furry creatures teach me on a daily basis....

*Wake up!  There is an entire day waiting to be explored.

*Enjoy every bite of your food.

*Curl up in a nice tight ball on the comfy side of the couch, relax; everything will still be just the way it was after the nap.

*Never miss a chance for a car ride.  It just might take you on an unforgettable adventure.

*Each time you go outside for a walk lift your head up and sniff the air.  Breathe in.  It's a great day to be alive.

       *Play hard, play often, and play with a friend.  It's fun to be silly.

       *Stop, look out the window and watch the world go by.  Realize how blessed you are and count your many blessings.

       *Give love and affection to those that mean the most in your life. And then do it some more.

DOG spelled backwards=GOD.  Coincidence???   I think not.

CHEERS TO REVIN UP!

Embrace What You Fear

I am petrified of snakes.  I'm terrified of heights.  I am scared

of speaking to large groups of people and I am leery of dogs I do not know. 

I'm afraid to share my writing.

I'm afraid to have anyone see my paintings.

I'm afraid of failing at exercise.

I'm afraid of taking time for myself.

I'm afraid of sucking at everything I start.

But that FEAR does not stop me from writing, painting,kickboxing, doing things special for only me, and trying new things. 

The FEAR fuels me.  It inspires me to do, try, and get better.  I'm a work in progress for the good the bad and the ugly. 

You won't find me cuddling up to a snake or bungee jumping off a cliff  but you will find me sweating and shaking in my shoes when I read the story I just wrote, or turn the painting around that I just finished, or when my left jab falls short ,or I go for that walk when time maybe limited.

Come over here FEAR let me give you a big hug.

CHEERS TO REVIN UP!